with nothing do to, I think I should try to get back into writing out my days, and thoughts.
It's supposedly healthy, I hear.
So a little after 2 months of being with Jordin, her attitude and mannerisms got the best of me, and I called it off.
It's unfortunate, she is a great person when she puts the effort forth. Which I suppose you could take as I'm not worth the effort, or things of that nature, but I think it was mostly on her.
Stayed home from school, yet again.
I hate that I feel the need to do so, my gym grade is terrible and my mom is getting threatening letters for my absences.
I feel like driving, but that never goes over well; I just waste gas and end up sitting alone, without a cigarette, bored.
Realizations of the day;
I need a hair cut.
Losing something you thought was good for you, but found out was the opposite, is relatively relieving.
Sitting between 6 speakers playing Apparat is probably the best stress relief there is, Prescriptions set aside *wink*
I'm better than what I view myself as. And on many levels I'm lower than where I place myself.
So farewell to Jordin
Hello to a new chapter
I've got a lot to work on
And I'll get right on it.
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7.3.08
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